Struck down but not destroyed
Disappointment is the emotion that has been corrupting my spirit lately. Things haven't been going the way I planned or wanted. I'm slowly learning that I cannot count on anyone other than myself. When the day is done and I'm alone in my room, there is only one person I want to call, but you don't answer. At the time I really need you comes, you don't come running. I know it has only been a few days and normally I wouldn't mind. But I really need someone who would listen to me and reassure that things are gna be okay. I know ANYONE can do that and say those words to me, but it's not the same when it's coming from you. I wish you'd check up on me throughout the day, just to see how I'm feeling. Idk, I've just been feeling really needy lately.

On a lighter note, I finally received my acceptance packet from SJSU in the mail today. I know it doesn't sound as exciting as getting something in the mail from UCSD or UC Davis or anything like that, but it's my beginning.