Happy Birthday Thao Pham & Steph Bui <3

Pushing, pushing, pushing my buttons. I finally exploded. I truly feel unappreciated and I'm losing my spirit. My happiness is slowly fading because no one is accepting what I have to offer. What good are things when you can't share with others. My happiness comes from making others happy but right now, nobody cares if they make me happy or not. I hope that I am recognized on someone's own will. I don't want to have to bring attention to myself to get noticed or heard. I honestly thought things would be easier. But of course, I am too naive and think too highly of everyone.

Keeping control of my boat, while drifting on this ocean. Keeping my head to the sky, keeping tears out of my eyes.